Being a Revolutionary Professor: How To Shake Up Higher Education From The Inside

Lately I’ve heard from numerous professors who want to teach differently, but who feel stuck because of the bureaucracy of higher education and lack of support. In my experience, the closer one’s role is to the student experience in college the more one knows how broken our higher education system is. Many professors feel compelled to do things differently, but don’t know where to begin. I wrote this article to share a bit about my personal journey as a professor and provide ideas and examples of how others can also do things differently. If you have tried things that work or if you have questions, please share in the comments section.

Final class session of the Passion Based Leadership class I taught during my final year as a professor at Concordia University. At the students’ request, we had a potluck at a friend’s floating home on the river.

Final class session of the Passion Based Leadership class I taught during my final year as a professor at Concordia University. At the students’ request, we had a potluck at a friend’s floating home on the river.

When I founded a college - Wayfinding Academy - six years ago, I did so because I wanted to revolutionize the higher education system. I wanted whole-human, community-based learning to be at the center of the college experience and to give students the opportunity to learn in the ways that work best for them. Before I had the opportunity to create Wayfinding Academy and pursue this dream of bettering the way we do college, I spent 15 years as a professor, gradually trying to revolutionize higher education from the inside.  


But let’s back up a bit...I first fell in love with the idea of teaching during an Organizational Behavior class I took during my junior year in college with professor Don Van Eynde. Up until that point, I had gone from a traditional high school to a typical college setting and had grown accustomed to a certain style of teaching. It usually consisted of stuffy, neck tie, intellectual types who stuck closely to the classic pupil-teacher relationship: holding students at arms length while they focused heavily on lecturing and furthering their academic careers. This is not to say many of them weren’t excellent teachers, just that they weren’t very interested in fostering relationships beyond the confines of the classroom. Dr. Van Eynde’s class was different. He was interested in fostering community with the students and facilitating thought-provoking conversations. He didn’t pretend to know everything and cared just as much about giving respect in the classroom as getting it. He seemed genuinely interested in getting to know the students as whole people. He would invite us to holiday parties with his family and wasn’t afraid to open up to us and use his life as an example in lessons. Sometimes he even brought his grandkids to class and they did art while we did class activities. Needless to say, I was inspired by him and even changed my major (well, added a second one since I was already in my junior year) so I could take more classes from him. He is the first person who got me thinking that maybe I, too, wanted to be a college professor.

Me receiving my hood from my Ph.D. advisor, Jean Lipman-Blumen, at my graduate school graduation ceremony.

Me receiving my hood from my Ph.D. advisor, Jean Lipman-Blumen, at my graduate school graduation ceremony.

When I graduated from college, I had two options in hand - a job offer from a consulting firm in Houston, Texas and an acceptance letter from a Ph.D. program in southern California - I did what anyone who wants to be a college professor does and I went straight into graduate school. The first day of the program, the department head told us “Half of you will not finish this program, and those of you who think you want to be professors will go into consulting, and those of you who want to go into consulting will end up as professors.” Being who I am, I wondered why he would tell us that we were wrong and (half) likely to fail from the start and I wanted to test his theory. I tried all the different consulting industry jobs I could during my first two years of graduate school - a research consultant, an external consultant, and I even moved to San Francisco for a summer internship with a large corporation as an internal consultant. It was totally worth it, but none of them felt right to me and I couldn’t envision this as my path. The one thing I had left to try was teaching. 

The month after I turned twenty-four, I got my first professor gig and I was terrible at it. I was hired as an adjunct to teach a night class called Principles of Supervision at Rancho Cucamonga Community College. The class consisted of people predominantly in their 40’s and 50’s who worked in factory settings and were taking the class as a requirement for a promotion to supervisor. I was young with no real life experience, and I was scared out of my wits. I decided to take a page out of Dr. Van Eynde’s book and not go into the class pretending to know everything and be completely human. I started the class off with a confession and a proposal. I told them I wasn’t going to pretend to know anything about the real world day to day of their lives and jobs and all I could provide was what I knew from the books and theories. I proposed that we worked together with me providing the information and them providing the real scenarios from their decades of lived experience. I would love to tell you that the class was 100% perfect after that and we had some real Dead Poets Society moments, but we didn’t. I achieved fostering mutual respect and trust in the classroom, but it was still my first time teaching and it was awkward - I was awkward. What I took away was that the whole-human aspect is real and important and needed to be part of every class I taught.

During my four years in graduate school studying organizational psychology and leadership I was immersed in the idea that people are complicated and when we work with people they show up with many different histories. Your role when you're working with people is to respect and honor that history and use it to shape the learning process. A large part of that meant taking unilateral teaching out of the classroom and providing a flexible, collaborative space where students could develop self-directed skills. When I was adjuncting in my first few years of teaching, this philosophy was always in the back of my mind, but I didn’t have the freedom or experience to integrate it into my classroom, aside from my general collaborative approach. I still gave grades and had textbooks and all that. It wasn’t until I got a more permanent teaching position and got the chance to observe other professors that I integrated my philosophy in a tangible way. The first big change I made was to eliminate textbooks from my class and replace them with videos, articles, and mass-market affordable books. If I needed an excerpt from a textbook for some reason, I just scanned those few pages and handed them out. Textbooks are way too expensive and half the students wouldn’t or couldn’t buy them.

A little later, I changed all my lectures into hands-on activity-based learning. One of my (and my students’) favorites was an activity where after they took the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) personality test, I asked them to split up into two groups - sensing types in one and intuitive types in the other - and I gave each group an object with instructions to write down everything that comes to mind as they describe the object. Then we would all come back together and compare the differences in their descriptions. The MBTI is faulty and goes against my “you can’t put people in a box” value system, but the lesson was meant to show that people all see the world differently, process information differently, and we need to understand and respect that in all situations.

Eventually, I eliminated tests and quizzes and made all the homework and projects open-ended and personalized. So if we were learning about personality, for example, I would tell them to do a project in any way they wanted, apply it to their lives, and demonstrate to me that they understood the concepts. The projects that would come back were incredibly moving. I had one student who was trying to decide whether to break up with her boyfriend, so she created a project about their personality compatibility that was both brilliantly thoughtful and hilarious. The idea to invite students to bring all elements of their personal lives into the classroom was inspired by reading Walking on Water: Reading, Writing, and Revolution by Derrick Jensen in which he describes his approach to teaching creative writing courses both in colleges and prisons and the power and joy that comes from inviting his students to show up as whole humans in the stories they write.

Me with a student and friend, Katarina, at her graduation from Concordia University during my final year as a professor.

Me with a student and friend, Katarina, at her graduation from Concordia University during my final year as a professor.

Through my classroom transformations my biggest challenges weren’t the administration or registrar (they didn’t pay much attention to what went on in my classroom), but my fellow colleagues and the students themselves. When I told students I was eliminating grading from the course and I would allow them to assess their own progress in my course, half of the reactions were “Can you do that? Is that allowed?” The students were just as concerned with holding up the restrictive bias conditions of grading as the professors were. Student comments would often give way to thought-provoking conversations in which I would use excerpts from Excellent Sheep by William Deresiewicz to discuss what grades actually mean and how they play into identity politics. I offered the students the opportunity to grade themselves with the contingency they write a reflection explaining how they chose the grade. Some chose to set goals for themselves related to standard things like attendance, completion of assignments, participation, the “usual.” Others were more creative in their grading. For example, Jordan, rolled dice to prove the point that grades are ultimately random and ended up giving himself what the dice showed...a B-. Another student, Colin, gave himself a C because he had always been a straight-A student and was on a journey of deep personal exploration having to do with being the “golden child” and wanted to prove to himself that grades don’t define him. Some of my students even lobbied the registrar to let them have a Q because they wanted something on their transcript to represent their belief that asking good questions (Qs) is more important than having specific answers (As). Ultimately the class discussions we had about grading were more important than the grades themselves.

The backlash from my colleges wasn’t because they disagreed with me or my tactics, usually, but because I was making their lives more difficult. After being in my class, students would ask other professors why they couldn’t eliminate grades and tests from their classes too. Luckly, I had a good relationship with my department head and nothing ever came of the few complaints I ever received from other professors, but it was interesting to observe where the resistance came from.


When I was hired for what was to be my final teaching position (although I did not know that at the time) at Concordia University, I was hired with full understanding on both sides that I was an experimental teacher and my teaching style would be appreciated and accepted, which it was. During these final years as a professor I continued to try to push against the status quo. I took one of my classes skydiving, went zip lining with another class, and even hired a friend to create a more engaging visual sketchnote version of my leadership course syllabus.

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In the end, the feeling kept growing within me that all of these things - eliminating textbooks, grades, and lectures and restructuring courses to invite students to show up as whole humans but within the context of traditional college - were treating the symptom and not the problem, and I needed to do more.

I created Wayfinding Academy because students deserve to be treated as whole human beings. Many educational spaces require the students to leave their personal lives at the door and enter the classroom as a clean slate as an individual competing with the other students. This takes away so many vital parts of the incredible process of true learning. I have learned a lot from my 15 years and tens of thousands of hours as an educator. I have consistently found that when students are able to connect their work to their life story and share these contextual ideas and passions with a trusted community, their learning becomes much more transformative. To acknowledge each student as a person with good days and bad days, with hopes and dreams, with niche talents and fears, is to empower them. And to bring these empowered students together to collectively process in a space that they feel secure and heard is to foster community bonds that create unbelievable opportunities. 


If you are a professor who is asking questions about their role in the higher education industrial complex and who wants to get out or wants to stay in, but do things differently, know that you are not alone and there are big and small things you can do that make a big difference. There are colleges out there that champion alternative styles of teaching, if you want to be in an environment like this rather than be a revolutionary within a traditional setting, you do have that option. For a starting place to look for possible colleges like that, check out this list by the Alternative Education Resource Organization (AERO) of colleges and universities.

If you need any assistance, guidance, or want to share any resources you have, please do so. We all need to be resources and advocates for each other in order to bring this revolution to the forefront of the higher education system.




If you would like to learn more about Wayfinding Academy and the fight to revolutionize higher education please visit wayfindingacademy.org

If you would like to learn more about me or my thoughts on alternative higher education check me out on my social media pages:

Twitter: https://twitter.com/MichelleDJones8

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/michelledjones1/

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The Complex Simplicity of Connections

The “Magic of Connections” illustration is a means of untangling parts of the knot connections and relationships in my life and attempts to demonstrate how building a network of like-minded people can change the direction of your life. Wherever you live, there are people who play the role of convener. If you are not that person in your community right now, find the people who are and join their things.

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The Truth Of Founding A Nonprofit: Living 2 Years Without A Salary

This is the 3rd article in a series in which I explore my core values and how they relate to the core values of the college I founded. If you have any questions, comments, suggestions, or would like to share your own stories, I’d love to hear them! Please share below.

Photo by Gabby K from Pexels

Photo by Gabby K from Pexels

For the first two years of starting a college from scratch - Wayfinding Academy - I chose to not accept a salary. I was in my late 30’s. I didn’t have any children or a spouse to support. I lived in my tiny house with few expenses and I was more than comfortable not living beyond my means. When I made the choice to live without an income I was confident I would survive, but I wasn’t sure what my life would be like on the other side. 

I think I might be stubborn or maybe I’m overconfident or willfully determined. I’m not sure they are not all that different. I’ve spent most of my life being outright bullheaded about not letting finances be a barrier for my goals, possibly to a fault. I try not to say I hate things, but I can confidently say I hate money. I would scream it from my rooftop, if my roof wasn’t only 15 feet from the ground and in someone else’s backyard. I hate how money has become a symbol of success, I hate how money affects relationships, and I hate how money halts people from doing work they care about. I think not letting money be a deciding factor in starting Wayfinding and achieving my goals has been my way of thumbing my nose at the whole thing.

My decision to not take a salary happened around the time the founding team and I were creating the financial model for the college. We were all too aware of the pay inequities on traditional college campuses and we were looking to create a system where everyone, regardless of position, makes the same salary prorated based on the number of hours they work (i.e, ½ time or full-time). And we wanted to do this all with full transparency. 

At the time, we calculated that based on the average cost of living in Portland, the Wayfinding salary would be $40,000 per year for everyone on the team. Although this was Portland six years ago and things were remarkably less expensive, I was still aware this was not the greatest living wage. I also knew by nature of being a start-up I was going to ask people to do a lot more work than I could compensate them for, and I wasn’t completely comfortable with this. In the interest of equity, security, and integrity, I decided my best course of action would be to forego my own salary from Wayfinding for one year, possibly two. 

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At Wayfinding we teach the importance of making informed and intentional decisions. At this point my decision was intentional, but not fully informed. I was a full-time Associate Professor at Concordia University with the goal of leaving ASAP to focus my attention fully on Wayfinding. If I was to survive two years without an income I needed to calculate how much money I would need to save and how long it would take me to do so before I could resign from my current job. 

I started with the goal of saving 50% of my income every month. Then I made painstakingly detailed charts of my monthly expenses and tried to see where I could cut corners to make up my 50%. Living in my tiny house is relatively inexpensive, so not much needed to be cut from there. The first thing to be cut significantly from my budget was travel. 

Travel has always been an important part of my life. It’s through travel that I’ve gained a better appreciation for other cultures and ways of life. Travel has been a tool to help me dismember many of my own implicit biases and stagnant world views. My views on the importance of travel to help cultivate open-mindedness were widely shared by the founding team, which is why ”learn and explore trips” are such an integral part of the Wayfinding experience.

I knew travel was going to have to vanish from my expenses, but that didn’t necessarily mean it needed to vanish from my life. In an effort to sustain my love of adventure, I began learning “travel hacking.” This is essentially finding creative ways to get airline miles and hotel points for free that can be used for travel. I typically acquire points through credit card bonuses, shopping portals, dining programs, and online surveys. It’s through travel hacking that I was able to lead Wayfinding's first learn and explore trip to walk the Camino de Santiago pilgrimage in Spain for 3 weeks for only $250! Travel hacking has become such an integral part of my life that I now teach a workshop on it for the Wayfinding community.

Once I removed travel expenses and a few other non-essentials from my budget, I estimated I would need to save $30,000 to sustain myself for two years without an income. With my Concordia salary being what it was, I figured that with a combo of self-discipline and a lot of instant ramen meals I could achieve my goal within one year. In the meantime, I would continue teaching and working on Wayfinding in my free time.

One fall morning I went in to tell my boss, the Academic Vice President, that I would be leaving the following year to start my own college. I was a little uncertain how he was going to react. After a brief moment of silence he said, “That sounds great! You should definitely do that, but I think you should stay one additional semester. Otherwise you’ll be just a few months shy of qualifying for your retirement plan and it would be a shame if you left without it.” 

I was a little taken aback that he would want me to continue my full-time role knowing that my mind would be elsewhere during my final semester and that he was rooting for me to exit with my retirement package. He responded quickly with something like, “You have been giving this college 110% since you started five years ago. You are on all the volunteer teams and committees. If you need to give a little less for your last semester while your mind is on starting a new college, I don’t think anyone would hold it against you.” I was stunned by his generosity and kindness.

The year went by rather quickly and by the time I was ready to leave my position, I found myself at a crossroads. Even with the small boost of my retirement fund from Concordia, I had only saved up $13,000. Not even half of my goal. I could either continue working until I saved enough money or I could go on with my plan, not knowing what those two years might bring. I was determined to follow my own philosophy and not let finances stand in the way, so I resigned from my teaching job. I could always solve the problem of making more money, but I wouldn’t always have the momentum to start my own college.

During my two years without a salary, my privilege as a white woman with a stable family and home was never too far from my mind. I struggled not having any income. I was disciplined with my money every month, rarely eating out, walking everywhere I could, cutting corners in lots of ways, but I was still stressed every day. I laid awake at night imagining the things that would bring it all crashing down - an unexpected hospital bill, car trouble, a tree falling on my house. I could push the thoughts away for a week or two but they always came back. Like clockwork, everytime I renewed my food stamps and had to explain to a new person that I was not looking for a job because I was volunteering full-time at my own non-profit, my head would swarm with the possibility of my food stamps ending and me needing to strategize new ways to get groceries every week. I was constantly doing financial gymnastics in my head making it difficult at times to live in the present. I opened up two new credit cards (with large airline mile bonuses, of course!), in spite of my better judgment, trying to mitigate my financial stress and keep it from overtaking my work. This helped for a bit.

After about a year and a half, though, my $13,000 in savings ran out completely and I had maxed out both my new credit cards. I was in a panic. I had gotten into a car accident two years prior and totaled my car. A good friend lent me the money to get a replacement car (which I'm still paying back) and I foolishly spent all the money he loaned me on a brand new car. Fortunately, this mistake ended up helping me in the end. I took the new car to a dealership, traded it in for a much cheaper used car, and pocketed the $4,000 cash remaining. If it wasn’t for this I surely would not have been able to keep my head above water for the rest of the year.

On August 1st, 2017 I received my first paycheck from Wayfinding Academy. I sat in my office alone just staring at this paycheck. At this moment, despite my resentment toward money, it felt amazing to hold that check in my hands. I had done it! I made it through the two years and had started the college of my dreams. Before I knew it, as a feeling of relief washed over me, I began to cry. After a moment, I collected myself, put the paycheck safely in my drawer, and got back to work. I had a college to run. 

My financial situation has changed a bit in the last few years, but many of the habits I created during that time without an income have stuck with me. Since I remain the lowest-paid employee at Wayfinding with an annual salary of $31,000, I still need to keep a strict track of my finances using my budgeting spreadsheet. The consistency of my monthly paychecks helps me to budget in the things I care about,  like donating to nonprofits and taking friends out to dinner. I currently contribute monthly to Alder Commons, Carpe Mundi, Kairos PDX, and Abolitionist Teaching Network. I’m even a Wayfinding Luminary (that’s what we call our monthly donor program).

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Two years living without an income helped me put into perspective how privileged I have been in my life. How lucky I am to have the choice to quit my job and start my own college. How lucky I am to have such supportive friends and family who could catch me if I fell. I’m aware of the societal barriers such as systemic racism and generational wealth inequity that limit many folks who might dream of quitting their job to follow professional ambitions. These cultural barriers that I, myself, do not face are some of the main reasons I wanted to start Wayfinding.

I believe the world would be a better place if everyone had the opportunity to do the work they dream of doing. I know this is a far cry from present-day reality, but the Wayfinding team works hard every day to get us closer to that new world. I tell this story to demystify the experience of starting a nonprofit, as well as share my experience of the financial hacks, commitments, and sacrifices it might require.  I do hope to inspire others to follow their passions, but I also want to emphasize that purpose-driven work should not be this difficult to pursue in our society. Small business owners and nonprofit founders should not have to put their lives on the line to make their passions into reality. The sooner that we, collectively, acknowledge that we have chosen to give power to monetary values and the draining corporate 9-5, the sooner we can unlearn these norms. When enough of us understand this, we might just recognize the endless possibilities that come from work driven from a place of joy, rather than a place of necessity.  I never gave up on my dreams because I never doubted that they were possible. Living your dreams is absolutely possible. That being said, the journey is not always going to be an easy process. Solidify your support system, be honest with yourself regarding your needs, stay grateful and humble, and never stop encouraging others to pursue what they love. 

If you would like to learn more about Wayfinding Academy and the fight to revolutionize higher education please visit wayfindingacademy.org

If you would like to learn more about me or my thoughts on alternative higher education check me out on my social media pages:

Twitter: https://twitter.com/MichelleDJones8

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/michelledjones1/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/michelle_d_jones/

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The Love Project: How My Quest To Understand Love Made Me A Better Leader

At one point in my life, I was going to become a hermit. I planned to live in my tiny house alone with my cat and dog and focus on my life’s work. I had just ended things with my partner of nearly two years and was feeling a mix of frustration and sadness. I kept asking myself how I could be thirty-five years old and still have not figured out relationships…

Initially, the goal of my project was a bit nebulous, I didn’t even call it a project at the time. I only knew I needed to figure out a few key things: Do I simplify my life like I did with my tiny home and remove love completely from the picture? Do I let love in but only if it’s with a purpose-driven partner like myself? Or was there someplace I could meet in the middle, totally outside the norms of stereotypical relationships that I hadn’t discovered yet? I made a pact with myself not to get into any other relationships, small or large, until I knew the answer.

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